Everything that I read yesterday from my Bible to books and blog posts told me to stop worrying. In 3 different sources I read the following scriptures yesterday.
“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Matthew 6:25-34
I guess that I should take a look at things that I am worrying about and let them go. I don’t really consider myself a worrier, but there are a lot of things that I think about in the back of my head. Right now the big thing in front of me though is my son Ephriam. If you have followed much here, you know that he is 5 years old and has an overall global delay that he goes to speech and occupational therapy to help him. It is difficult for me sometimes because I just want to be able to have a conversation with him, but that is mostly limited to me asking questions and him trying to give me answers.
We recently noticed that he maybe having mini seizures where he kind of blanks out for a minute. It was recommended that we try to get an MRI done on him to see if there is anything that it can tell us. The orders were written for this yesterday and he will have the MRI done on Friday morning. Faith is planning on writing up more details on this as she has been handling everything with the doctors. You can check www.ragtagmama.com for updates from her there.
I want to say that I am not worried about this, but I think deep down inside of me, I really worry about Ephriam. He is such a lovable little boy and it hurts sometimes to think of what he has to go through. He will have to be sedated for the MRI to get him to hold still. This is the kid that when he goes to the doctors to get his shots, it take 5 people to hold him down. Friday is not going to be a fun day for him, but I hope that the results that we get will be worth it.
Thank you for your prayers in advance.
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